have you ever thought that sometimes when you have a boyfriend in highschool and you think its going to last forever? but i mean come on relationships in highschool never last espeacially when the boyfriend is in college. i have really been thinking about if i ever got involed with someone who was going to leave while i was still in highschool, i dont think it would ever last.

         you hear these love stories and think that would never happen, last night i thought that until my friend, lets call her carrie. so carrie calls me up and tells me that the one guy she would marry came back to visit her. i was stuned because during the summer she spent missing him and she kept telling me that they are going to end up together. she told me that she was talking to him last night online and he told her that he would call her at 9pm. and go to carries house. carrie was thinking that he was joking about coming over and said ok . so she continued telling me how she was in the shower when he was calling. and when she got out she picked up the phone and it was him. he told carrie to come downstairs, she thought it was so rideculious. but when she got downstairs there he was, the man she was head-over-heels in love with.

          so i guess you cant always assume something is going to happen when your in love. now where the hell is my husband and how long till he comes.

i'm a allie in a ferris wheel waiting for my noah...

i'm halie james watching the basketball game wondering if nathen scott will notice me...

i'm a trista rehn in burning building waiting for my fireman...

i'm the highmatinance monica geller waiting for my sarcastic chandler bing...

i'm carrie walking the streets in paris waiting for my big...

i'm a band geek thinking about that that hopeless jimbo...

i'm rose looking at the ocean hopeing to be saved by my jack...

<3 jessica 

yes yes just one more week in school and then.....

WINTER BREAK!!!

I can hardly wait its almost here, two weeks of  NO SCHOOL. no more thinking of what homework I need to do.

yeah and the X-mas presents will be good this year...I hope. I didnt ask for much but I did ask for the good stuff. mostly its just

1. laptop (cause I have been wanting one for a really long time)

2. starbucks coffe maker (cause I would always use it (and its so cute!)

3. The O.C. season 2, (there is no reason to explain) :)

4. One Tree Hill season 1, (same as reason above)

5. Jadore Dior (smells good)

6. Ralph Lauren Romance (smells better)

7. I want to get the 'beauty marks' removed (i dont like most of them)

8. ANd Of Course clothes

yeah thats pretty much it I know I got the 'One Tree Hill' I kinda opened one of the presents when my mom and dad left. It was just one though, its just one of those things you cant really help if you do it. me and my brother have been doing it almost every single x-mas. hmmmm...thats pretty much it :)- leave your list if you comment <3

jessica

miss sahs was great i'm so glad erica won!!!. and melinda did a really good sea-walk dance. but I think I would have to say my favorite part was when Bruce walked out in a dress and did an impression of a bad winner. funny funny. And afterwards me, Liya, Sandra, Dylan, and Sean went to dragon hill playground and played tag and omg I was running most of the time grrrrrrrr. But it was fun.

yeah...right now I am just chillin' at Liya's house weird to say we are both in towels . but yeah she and sandra are planning to get their hair done, while I keep my same boring old doo. hmmm...I should probably change it later when this magic straight goes away. well I am stummped on what to say so here is some stuff about me you probably didn't know...

when  I am mad you can tell buy 3 ways:

1. I have to walk away and/or if I have to stay I look around alot and can't stay still and I am very quite.

2. If I am in a really hungry mood and then I get mad I don't want to eat anymore.

and 3. I get really tired, cause I feel so stressed that I have to sleep.

(but sometimes those things happen and I'm not mad).....

- when I can't sleep at night I look outside my window and I try and see what other people are doing at this time.

- favorite words: salsa, jezz, alright

- snow is the best when you catch it in your mouth.

- I don't really like sour candy

can't think of anything...

jessica <3

wow this 5-day week-end went by fast. And now its sunday man I always wait till the last minute to do things. My mom is mad at me cause I wasnt using this face-wash that she bought me like in the summer that cost 140,000 won and it doesn't even work, which is really stupid. yeah sorry to Liya and Sandra that I didnt want to go outside I was in a really pissed off mood because, earlier I was looking all over dong-dea-moon to find stupid material. When I got home all I wanted to do was sleep(my parents went to the movies). Later my brother walked in w/ one of his friends and i over heard them talking and I heard my brother say, "yeah I used to pick my dad's safe and he was holding 100 dollars for my sister and I stole it." So, I opened my door and said, "I heard everything you said...ASSHOLE!" And all he could do was smile and say is not to tell anyone and that he was in the 9th grade when he did it. So now I am not on talking terms w/ my brother. pretty fucked up. But besides that I have to go to buy a jacket w/ my mom () after she gets back from the commisary. and that will be it for today.

jessica

pz- sorry LIYA that i spelled your name wrong now it is fixed :)